Blindness

Today she text saying that the weirdest thing just happened. And I got really scared that she'd found this blog; seen what I'd written about her. I'm far too paranoid these days. Sometimes I look at her and I think I can see it in her eyes that she's read everything. But then I flick the reality switch back on, and know that she probably hasn't. It turned out someone we know, but not overly well had rung today, just being really strange on the phone, and with no real reason to ring up. Very odd. But it got us talking. I spent twenty minutes on the phone with you. Which was nice. That's what friends do. I went to the opticians today; my eyesight's got worse again. Whenever people try my glasses on they're always saying how blind I am; so today I asked what my prescription was, and apparently I'm a -4. I don't know why but I was under the impression that once you get to -10, you were declared officially blind, but apparently not! My optician is -10, and the secretary is -16(!!!) in one eye. CRAZY. I still have so much uni work to do, but I'm gradually getting through it. Piece by piece. I only have one book review to go now, and I've been working on the take-home test for English in Action today. I'm almost through it, just got two questions to go. Tomorrow I'm going to have to work solidly all day. I can't wait til it's all handed in though. I plan on catching up with Grey's Anatomy, I've been doing season 6 this week. I need to catch up with Kristina! Right. Back to studying, fun fun fun!

Talking

When you say we need to talk, it makes me scared, and I don't really know why. I think it's because you never really reveal whether it's going to be a positive talk or a negative talk, and I'm the kind of person who appreciates a hint. It was just three little lines in your blog, but it felt like the whole post was leading up to saying something. I'm a bit scared, it's probably going to be something that I don't want to hear, like you've decided Kingston isn't for you, or.. I don't know. Something worse. Although you've measured the days out to the 1st of September, which is when Kingston say they start their terms. Which they don't, actually.. you'll end up moving in around the 16th, with enrollment the next day, a week of introductory lectures, then you'll start. I don't know if that makes you happy, another couple of weeks of summer.. or unhappy that it's longer til you can finally grasp your freedom. Also, I am extremely jealous of the Grey's Anatomy DS game. I saw it in the summer and thought about getting it but I lost the charger and was using my brothers and he wouldn't let me take it to university with me. Is it actually good? I might buy it. Anyway. The end.

PS. Talk to me? And if you don't know how.. you could always try writing in french?