I'd Die If I Lost You

I just read the most heartbreaking thing I've ever laid eyes on. I'd suspected it but it's true. It's hit me like a million tons of bricks. And I feel like it's my fault. So I'm writing a letter. Because writing is what I do. I never realised how massive my power to hurt people is. Scar them beyond repair. Everyone would have been so much happier if I'd not been here. It sounds so cliche but I do honestly believe that. If anything happens to him I don't know how I'll carry on. I really, really don't.