Lifeline

I'm not doing so great. Coming home hasn't been good for me. I've been getting angry; that never happened at halls. Everything here makes me angry or upset. Halls was a new start, and I got lost in it and forgot that I'd have to come back here at some point. How will I survive the whole summer here? I need to get away. I've cried more in these last few days than I have the whole time I was at halls. I don't belong here, I never did. I don't want to let people down, but I've become a whole new person, I'm not who you used to know. And I feel like I'm being forced back into my old shoes. I'm panicking. I'm escaping as soon as I can. And now I've run out of words. I just don't know what to do.