Lost

It's been a long summer and I've neglected this blog but I'm back for now anyway. I needed somewhere to vent. I think I might have made a huge mistake. I don't think I want to be here anymore. I'm crying. I just want to put on my hat and a hoody and joggers and long socks and high tops and put my ipod in and never ever come out. I want to go back. I don't know what to do. This doesn't feel like my room. And I don't feel like me here anymore.