Plummeting

Destination the Earth's core. Plummeting so hard and fast, falling with such speed that I can't even make out my surroundings. I don't know this place. The trigger: so small and insignificant, yet so powerful, mind blowing force. I don't know what to do. I'm pretty sure I've made a massive mistake. I'm so different from all of them. Chalk and cheese. And it's a concept so unbelievable I don't even expect them to try to understand. I don't even understand. But right now I'm rolling down the mountain so fast and I'm about to crash. And I know there's nothing that can stop me. I'm even losing my words now. There's nothing quite like this way of feeling. I'm plummeting down a dark elevator shaft into pitch black unpredictable nothingness. Where do I go from here? I don't feel like there are enough options available for me to pick the right one. Oh dear. That's the only thing I can say. Oh fucking dear.