Stop For A Minute And Smile

Today I got told I was a ray of sunshine. It really made my day. Dave says it's amazing how smiley I can come across despite being the most depressed person he knows. I say he doesn't know enough people if that's what I am. I'm just low. Then high. Then low again.. that's how Bipolar works. And he knows that because he is too. I really like Dave, he's brilliant. I think that's why we get on so well. He's completely on my level. He's one of the lovely people who's kept me going this week. I felt about ready to drop off the planet, I turned into the Tazmanian devil on Monday and went a bit crazy but I'm okay now. I wrote a blog post earlier in the week but I didn't post it, because it was just how I felt at the time. I nearly posted it, but it was too much. Too far gone for here. We talked outside for ages, Dave, Irenie and I about this guy called Andre who is a nutter. He is just too brilliant for words. I can't even describe him in a way that would credit him like he deserves; so many funny stories. Dave's been secretly recording the stupid things he says and is going to make me a CD. AMAZING. So I'm a ray of sunshine. That makes me smile.