Scaling Fences

Am I really about to do this? Go and try to be friends with the people I don't want to know? I spoke to you today. Because it seemed like you were actually genuinely worried about me. Which is.. new. I didn't realise you actually cared. But you do, from talking to you, I realise that you actually do care. And I'm being a bitch trying to cut you out of my life. I just didn't know how to deal with it all. It was too much for me to cope with. And I'm hoping it won't be too hard to cope with when I actually see you. And if there's a big massive shiny engagement ring I will probably cry. I don't need reminding, thanks. But I'm going to try and be friends with you. I mean, I overcame one hurdle today and started my uni work. So can this one really be that much harder to scale?