Once again I'm a week late.. SORRY! Here's a couple of posts from my miniblog from this time last year (plus a week).
10th January 2010
I had a dream about you the other night Jordan, it was your funeral again but it was so much more horrible. I was with your sister digging through your things trying to find these letters you had written to everyone. I found mine and took the whole book and was going to read them later, but I never got a chance to before I woke up. I still can't believe you're gone, I think about you all the time. It's so surreal. Come back please, I miss you so much. Love you chef. xxxxx
12th January 2010
Jordan I miss you so much. I want to go and lay you down some more flowers, but I can't get there right now. I need to revise but I can't stop thinking about you, and crying. Things just aren't right. I can't concentrate. I wonder if you read these. I suppose you can't since I stopped uploading them. I think I'll start doing that again. I hope you're okay up there chef, thanks for making it snow, I loved it. If you were still here we probably would have all got together and had a snowball fight or something. That would've been fun. I really hope you're okay up there, and not in pain or anything. I can still hear your voice in my head telling me I looked like a Russian in my hat. And then you put it on :) I think you actually worked it better than I did. I miss you. If I get to bed tonight at all I'll come talk to you at my window, you better be there :) I don't want to wake you up from your bed up there which is probably huge and really cotchy haha, but I fancy a chat. This still seems crazy. Right, better get back to my revision.. any chance you want to help me do well in my exams on Thursday by any chance? Cos that'd be lovely. Anyway, I'll talk to you later. Love you lots chef xxxxxxxxx
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