Celebrate Was The Wrong Word

I asked if you wanted to do something, but to celebrate was just an excuse to ask to see you. I guess I used to wrong excuse. Celebrate was the wrong word. To take your mind off it would have worked better. Or even to cheer you up afterwards. What I should have done is been perfectly blunt and not used an excuse. So, if celebrate was the wrong thing to say, then it was the wrong thing to say, and it was my fault. What I'd like to do now is totally rephrase what I asked and try and ask it again, but I'm too scared now, I hate upsetting you. But maybe, if it's still yes, to either the taking your mind off it or cheering you up, or celebrating if they do in fact go well, let me know? And once again, I'm sorry. <3

PS. You are so much brighter than you allow yourself to think. I can see how clever, and how capable you are, but it's your blind spot. You built yourself a brilliant platform to stand on with your results from last year, and even though you don't have faith in yourself, I have faith in you. You can do it, I know you can. You won't fail. I can feel it in my bones :)