Destruction

Today I really thought I'd been rumbled. There was a link on facebook, but I think it was just one of my friends from home. But it made me realise that this blog could destroy everything. So I feel rather powerful. But I also feel like it's wrecked my blog. Because I can't write what I want, and I can't show it to who I want, because of the things I've written about. A taste of my own medicine you might say. But yes, this blog has the power to destroy everything. Our friendships, which is fine by me, possibly even your relationship. I wouldn't say that was my fault though, if you didn't want anyone to know, a) you shouldn't have done it in the first place, b) you shouldn't have done it with someone you don't know well enough to trust, and c) you shouldn't have done it with someone who is a writer, how else was I supposed to sort things out in my head without writing it out. So if I do get rumbled, it's technically not my fault. And I did use false names. I tried. I've still felt shit today. And I still haven't thought up a plan. Ciara read yesterday's blog and is worried. I need to reply to her. I just haven't been in the mood for.. anything really. Blah.