Milestones

100 BLOG POSTS! I feel like it's such an achievement, especially since both my previous blogs didn't even make it to 50. 100 extracts of my thoughts for you all to read. 100 extracts of my musings for me to look back on one day. Even now, it's been nearly three months of doing this, and I always want to look back at what I've written. I haven't so far, for fear of wanting to delete the words I've put down onto paper. Sometimes I want to delete the words I write before I even post the blog. Sometimes I think I should spend as much time on my university work as I do on this blog. It would probably be more beneficial, but I have so much more freedom here. I've got really caught up in the numbers game on twitter, to which I am 100% addicted. I'm also addicted to eBay, and Blogspot of course. I get addicted to other people's blogs as well, and I check them all the time. Especially yours. I've checked it about 6 times today. Throughout the day. But you haven't posted. I wish you would. I'm kindof waiting on a response to what I wrote, but perhaps you haven't read it. I said to you that it felt like you'd dropped off the planet, but I in no way meant that I wanted you to. I want the opposite of that. I'll glue you to the planet if I have to :)

And on another note. I realise that today is the 7th of December. This means a few things. It means, two years ago, everything started. But in this year, in 2010, it means it ends. I said I'd hold out for you until the 7th of December. And I would have liked to have seen you before it became this date, but you were upset yesterday and didn't want to go for drinks. So, that's it. I'm drawing a line under it. It was a one night thing. But that was all it was. We can go back to being just friends now. Ouch, it hurts me to say just friends, because two years ago that was a little private joke. But now, it holds it's dictionary meaning. Just friends. Just really great friends. And I'm okay with that. The end.