Indirect Messages

I really like indirect messages. I suppose it's similar to my love of private jokes. It's the times in front hundreds of people when it's only you and that person who understand the words being said that are the greatest. I often wonder the extent of our indirect messaging, I wonder how many of them are aimed at me, and I sometimes wonder when I indirectly reply whether the original message was aimed at me in the first place. I don't want to make a fool of myself by replying to something that wasn't aimed at me.. so sometimes it might seem to you that I don't see your indirect messages. I do. See now I'm wondering if I'm writing this for no reason, because what you said wasn't to me in the first place. And I'm also thinking that this might be pointless because you might never read this. If I was more confident I'd send you more indirect messages.. I find them really interesting. I also wish I was fluent in sign language. Or I could lip read. I'm nosy like that, I just think it would be really interesting. So I'm going to finish here, wondering if you'll ever read this or know what I'm talking about. Maybe it'll go right over your head and we'll never say anything more about it, simply settling for a small indirect message, a lyric, a few words, every so often, lost in the mass of other words we use.