Seeing People In New Lights

Isn't it strange when you feel like you know somebody, but then you see them in a whole new light. From a whole different perspective. Last night, I saw three people differently. And not just marginally differently.. completely 100% differently. The first scenario contained someone who I had feelings for, who hurt me. I saw her in such a completely different way after that. Before I'd have wanted to hang on her every word, follow her around like a puppy and dance too close to her. She cried after what she did to me last night but I didn't care, I didn't want to know. I still don't. I give up with her, she's mental, and not in a good way. My view of her has completely changed. I'm pretty sure I'm not interested at all anymore. Maybe not even interested in having her as a friend. I can't deal with her. But this situation was made a whole lot better by the second scenario. This one concerns someone who has been an amazing friend to me ever since I met her; even the first night she rang me up and stayed on the phone to me for half an hour whilst I walked home. She's always been an excellent friend, who I think is hot, but I never would have acted on it. But my view of her completely changed as well. Probably not forever, but I wonder if I'll ever look at her in the same way again. I saw potential for something that could happen but shouldn't. My mind was completely blown. It was exciting, it was dangerous. It was everything that I had never imagined. I'd never even dared to think about thinking about it. And now I'm left here wondering if it will ever happen again. I don't know is the answer. And the third scenario. This involves a girl who I've also always seen as a great friend. But last night I felt like I was betraying her. I saw a whole new dimension to her; before she'd been confident and sure of herself, last night she seemed vulnerable. Did she know? Had she seen me holding her girlfriend's hand behind her back? I did a bad thing. I don't know how else to put it. But it was so good. I don't want to hurt her, I really like her as a friend, I don't want to do anything to hinder our friendship, which is the same as scenario two. Scenario one I've given up caring about. But what does it all mean? Did scenario two tell the truth? Did she mean it? Does she remember it all now? How am I supposed to answer all these questions for myself? I feel like we should talk about it but how? How did this happen? I've never been so confused in my life. Hmmm.